Karma

How to break a painful cycle and create new ways for a new cycle to start ?

Every time an old cycle comes up again in my life, my ego starts panicking and instantly reminds me all the emotions I felt every time this cycle was on in my life. What I felt, what I thought, what I believe will happen, and what I chose to do to survive it. So my ego is trying to rule the way I handle what is being presented in my life, based on what it did to survive it the last time.

What happens to us depends on our karma and soul's choices. It does not depend on God.

The way we look at it will shape our entire attitude towards Life.

If we look at it from a victim perception mode, we will constantly find someone else to blame and most of the time we will feel resentful toward God, thinking we are being either punished or rewarded by a super external force that has power to shape our reality by its own will and pleasure.
And this is mostly leaving us feeling powerless, at the mercy of invisible forces.